'Surreal' would be the word I would call it. Between the event and the media, it's been an interesting experience.

I said it's probably nothing. But let's be cautious.

It's kind of indicative of the world that we're living in right now. You'd like to think you can go get quarters from the bank and not have poison in them.

With a public loss like that, the issues are very different because you are in the media. People that don't know you know. You can't hide. You get no relief anywhere. I'm sure in the supermarket people are whispering. It makes it very different. The fact there are kids involved is always very tragic.

This is a wonderful moment for all of us to experience.

For many of us it's been four years since we trained for (this mission) and its been a wonderful experience.