The hardest part for so long was learning how to shut my own doors. You taught me to hate so many things I used to love...I'm starting to love them again...and I think if you knew me now you would realize you would start to love me again too...but I really want you to know that out of all the things I have hated and fallen for again...you were not one of them.

I'm everything you thought I would never be. I'm the woman you thought I could never amount to. I have all the things you said I couldn't get and did all the things you said I couldn't do. Yeah, you're somebody's somebody, and while you're at a stand still I'm crawling to the top. You destroyed me, and now you motivate me,and inspire me, to BE better, to DO better...and to WANT better.

I've been hit by too many trains trying to cross the rails, so this time...I'll just lay down on the tracks.

I know where I've been, and I see where I'm going. Never forget, I walked away after you did. You can't fool me with your words because my mind is now sharper than your tongue. TRY to make me a fool and tell the world I'm something I'm not and I will make you the fool, and show the world everything I am.

Fear is of the unknown. Don't excuse it. Embrace it. Challenge it.

I'm so afraid to fall apart that I can't keep it together.