The impetus to grow and live intensely is so powerful in me I cannot resist it. I will work, I will love my husband, but I will fulfill myself.

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.

We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.

Sometimes we reveal ourselves when we are least like ourselves.

I take pleasure in my transformations. I look quiet and consistent, but few know how many women there are in me.

And the time came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.