There's the person that's the addict, and then there's the person that's who you are.

I prefer to say that I am a beautiful person. But the addict is a horrible person.

I prefer to say that I am a beautiful person. But the addict is a horrible person.

The addict will screw you over and lie to you and do all kinds of things.

For me, for the type of addict I am, when I start getting those swirly thoughts and stuff, and they talk about slippery places, slippery people and slippery things, you know, I need to - I needed to take my cell phone and eliminate all the phone numbers, change the phone numbers so no one I knew before could call me or reach me.

At the end of the spectrum when you get to that 12th step, when you have that spiritual awakening we make ourselves available to help other people.