There's more to life than friends, drugs, alcohol and fighting.

Every gathering has its moment. As an adult, I distract myself by trying to identify it, dreading the inevitable downswing that is sure to follow. The guests will repeat themselves one too many times, or you'll run out of dope or liquor and realize that it was all you ever had in common.

I had such a wonderful life before drugs and alcohol abuse. I've got that life back now and plan to keep it. Maybe I had to go through what I did to get to this point, to appreciate this life more.

It was all that (drugs and alcohol), yeah. It was anything I could get my hands on ... I liked it all.

many in the cast portrayed their parts as if in a stupor from marijuana, drugs or alcohol.

We don't know if drugs or alcohol played a part in the crash.