This is a mournful discovery.
1)Those who agree with you are insane
2)Those who do not agree with you are in power.

Strange how paranoia can link up with reality now and then.

They ought to make it a binding clause that if you find God you get to keep Him.

Basically, Sherri's idea had to do with bringing Fat's mind down from the cosmic and the abstract to the particular. She had hatched out the practical notion that nothing is more real than a large World War Two Soviet tank.

No single thing abides; and all things are fucked up.

I did not tell Fat this, but technically he had become a Buddha. It did not seem to me like a good idea to let him know. After all, if you are a Buddha you should be able to figure it out for yourself.