This is as healthy as I've felt in a long time. My first couple of outings were a little shaky, but I felt like I've really settled in.

I had three terrible starts in the major leagues last year. There is no denying that. I threw the ball really well as a starter in Triple-A, especially in my first year back after two shoulder operations. I'm not going to discount that. I know myself. It's just a matter of doing what I can do. I know what I can do. My goal is to be on this team out of spring training.

I know I can pitch. Health and arm strength are the most important for me.

I was a little bit surprised. It is not anything personal. I understand it is a business. It doesn't affect my confidence in myself and knowing what I can do.

We don't have a lot of time. There is a sense of urgency.

It's not very safe because of the speed of the cars. Now it's time to put your money where your mouth is.