Well, darkness with humor... I'm not an extremely suicidal or sad person.

As far as humor goes, I've always been a very insecure person and I've always wanted to be liked.

Teddy wondered, and not for the first time, not by a long shot, if this was the day that missing her would finally be too much for him.

I was girly and friendly and my family life was happy but many days I felt like I was on the inside what Chase was on the outside. I always believed I was a happy person with a sad soul. I felt like I had had tragedy in my life when I hadn’t. Somehow, without having experienced what he had, his scars resonated with me.

Why not risk your life, if you don't want to live anyway? Why not risk your life if you'll never be happy no matter what you do?

I guess I'm a hopeful optimist, because to be a pessimist is to be suicidal.