Whereas in the past optimism had been regarded as rather shallow - because 'oh well, it's just your temperament, you happen to be just a cheerful sort of person' - what I wanted to do was to establish that in fact it is the pessimists who are allowing all kinds of errors to creep into their work.

I had a best friend once 20 years down the line a friendship that you just do not get now, i regarded him as a brother but he stabbed me in the back lost track of what was real and pushed me out and away because of misunderstandings and stress.I was his best friend these are no empty words, they are the truth.Was he to me i question it now.Gary F Evans...

I can't re-examine work I did in the past with pride.

What happened in the past is just that, the past. Champion or not.

All the things that are in the past are in the past.

There's no sustenance in the past.