You hear stories, and everything really hits you when you put a name and a face to the issue behind it. They're personal to you.

You either want to do it or you don't. A lot of people do not want to give up their spring break to do something like this.

BC is a very wealthy school. Most people are not exposed to it (poverty).

If you are wondering why some people don't want to talk to you anymore, it could be that they actually miss it to, but they choose to avoid you, because off what they can never tell you. It feels cold in the dark, where people change on you, for what seems to be the best not to share anymore....

That feeling of shame and guilt you feel, when you disappoint someone, equals the feeling of never being good enough, to live up to their standards.

Amazing how you can fake you're way through the day, by looking at the clock, and work untill it's time to stop. And then, the restless mind starts to make sure, you leave nothing behind to overthink in the night.