You know I hate babies. He was family to us. It really felt like that.

We loved him and we want to carry on making him proud of us.

We knew we wanted to do something with lush leaves and a tropical effect. We didn't think of color at first.

It takes courage to rip things out, but you get that confidence after a while, after you know what could be, or should be. The main thing is that you want to improve the garden, build on successes and correct mistakes as much as you can.

I hate the way they treat us in the media, when you see a black family it says they're looting when you see a white family it says they're looking for food,

I hate the way they portray us in the media. If you see a black family, it says they're looting. See a white family, it says they're looking for food.