You will have to experiment and try things out for yourself and you will not be sure of what you are doing. That's all right, you are feeling your way into the thing.

Oh, Spring! I want to go out and feel you and get inspiration. My old things seem dead. I want fresh contacts, more vital searching.

I try to do things the right way.

I don't think you can have pain and soul-searching doing the right thing for your child.

Maybe that would be a good thing to do.

He wasn't entirely sure, and that bothered him more than anything. How was he meant to judge right from wrong when he had never really striven to do right before? The only good thing he had known was his time with Drin, and Drin had died because of it.

I'd do it again Xeras. Even knowing. I would do it all again.

'Oh, Drin, I was never worth it.'

Oh, Xeras, that was never for you to say.

I try to recognize that there is no such thing as having it all - and it's impossible to be perfect. You just have to let certain things go.