Madness strips you of memory and leaves you scrabbling around on the floor of your brain for the snatches and snippets of what happened, what was said, and when.
Marya Hornbacher
Related I like to open for a band as it brings on sort of a challenge and it makes things more interesting. ... KELLY JONES Your religious book(s) mentioned the power of mind thousands of years ago so WHY do you have to wait... MADDY MALHOTRA Your most precious memories will focus on those you loved, those who loved you, and what you did tog... JAMES C. DOBSON Empathy is the new measurement of everything. It doesn't matter what religion you have, what God you... C. JOYBELL C. Man is a breathing DUST, while woman is a breathing BONE SOTONYE ANGA I'm always highly irritated by people who imply that writing fiction is an escape from reality. It i... FLANNERY O'CONNOR Hard to restrain, unstable is this mind; it flits wherever it lists. Good it is to control the mind.... GAUTAMA BUDDHA Pastor Smith did not have the religious constitution needed to provide salvation for any of us who�... CHERYL R COWTAN We all are wearing many hundred glasses of different colors. Therefore, everyone sees the world in d... MUDITHA CHAMPIKA All events of the past withered to mere skeletons, veined and fleshed of fancy. ASHIM SHANKER The expectation of a good harvest makes the farmer to plant his seed SOTONYE ANGA ...and I realized no matter what you do it’s bound to be a waste of time in the end so you might a... JACK KEROUAC Every choice in life sets us on a different path and carries its own set of “what ifs” and conse... A.J. DARKHOLME And what good is a voice when so few will listen? STACEY JAY God created us in his image, male and female, with personhood and sexual passions, so that when he c... JOHN PIPER Who are we if not the stories we pass down? What happens when there's no one left to tell those stor... CARRIE RYAN Anger - a beast within us that needs taming. SARU SINGHAL You cannot threaten a mad man with madness SOTONYE ANGA When each and every believer rises up to serve others and function according to their capacity, the ... HENRY HON At the end of the warehouse was a dais constructed from pallets of books: stack of vampire novels, w... RICK RIORDAN I don't know if I have a favorite color. KATE MIDDLETON It's very special having a new little girl. KATE MIDDLETON Your brain is what gets you in trouble, not your heart. Your brain is full of manipulating games tha... NERISSA IRVING We all are wearing many hundred glasses of different colors. So, everyone see the world in different... MUDITHA CHAMPIKA A brownout occurs when you forget what happened until you start hearing about it and then your memor... CHRIS AUSTIN If in barbed wire things can bloom, why couldn't I? I will not die, I will not die. FRIEDL AND THE CHILDREN OF TEREZIN Yay!” Tyson went around the couches and gave everyone a big hug—even Octavian, who didn't look t... RICK RIORDAN Hazel!” he yelled. “That box! Open it!” She hesitated, then saw the box he meant. Te labe... RICK RIORDAN If not for the horses, Piper would've died. RICK RIORDAN Pluto's pauldrons,” Reyna cursed. RICK RIORDAN Percy was getting tired of water. If he said that aloud, he would probably get kicked out of Po... RICK RIORDAN We pay a price for everything we get or take in this world; and although ambitions are well worth ha... L.M. MONTGOMERY Ian " she said quietly "I'd rather die than go back to you." "Be careful what you ask for you ... AMANDA STEPHAN An Indigo Bunting let out a trill, a cheery song, reminding me of better days, of hope and happiness... CHERYL R COWTAN While Maddox now believed the demon did not want to hurt Ashlyn, he wasn't willing to take a chance.... GENA SHOWALTER Your life today is the result of a series of decisions you made that have caused you to arrive where... CHRIS PRENTISS A strong personal philosophy does more than sustain us through the tragedies of life. It also stains... CHRIS PRENTISS The answers are never "out there." All the answers are "in there," inside you, waiting to be discove... CHRIS PRENTISS All the thoughts/images in our minds, and all the emotions connected with our thoughts will sooner o... MADDY MALHOTRA Daily life is an ongoing adaptation process of imprinting our memory’s storage center with useful ... KILROY J. OLDSTER In a world in which the common rule which binds and regulates what the general masses feel is underm... ERNEST AGYEMANG YEBOAH He thought himself awake when he was already asleep. He saw the stars above his face, whirling on th... T.H. WHITE We have within ourselves as a species, to find the beauty in everything. And once we master it, we w... TOM ALTHOUSE Each day before the end of eve she sought her lover, nor would him leave, until the stars ... J.R.R. TOLKIEN What? You run? Coward! Stand still and die!” Percy had no intention of doing that. RICK RIORDAN We still should have enough time to reach Rome.” Hazel scowled. “When you say should hav... RICK RIORDAN This is Buford,” Leo announced. “You name your furniture?” Frank asked. RICK RIORDAN He’d learned years ago it was better not to dwell too much on who was related to whom on the godly... RICK RIORDAN Did someone just call me the wine dude ?” he asked in a lazy drawl. “It’s Bacchus, pleas... RICK RIORDAN Reyna looked at Percy without much hope. “You do have a plan?” Percy wanted to step ... RICK RIORDAN Percy blinked. “So your brother is a winged horse. But you’re also my half brother, which means ... RICK RIORDAN I can’t believe how much this place has grown,” Hazel muttered. The taxi driver grinned in... RICK RIORDAN Gods of Olympus.” Piper stared at Leo. “What happened to you ?” His hair was grease... RICK RIORDAN Down in the water, Octavian yelled, “Get me out of here! I’ll kill you!” “Tempting,” ... RICK RIORDAN The real thing that keeps men and women apart, is fear. Women blame men and men blame women, but the... C. JOYBELL C. Day by day we increase in age. Step by step we reduce the number of our steps. When you grow old, yo... ERNEST AGYEMANG YEBOAH Mind your strength! Let people know that you are strong and let them see how strong you are, and who... ERNEST AGYEMANG YEBOAH The first lesson every child of Athena learned: Mom was the best at everything, and you should never... RICK RIORDAN Concentrate on what you want to say to yourself and your friends. Follow your inner moonlight; don't... ALLEN GINSBERG Then inside, she was shouting, ?Get on the [bleeping] floor!? The lady officer stuck her foot in the... JENNIFER JOHNSON On Nov. 22...the last dike broke and madness flooded in. What happened there was unthinkable and uns... DAVID HAYNES From the Kindle Book Reflections in the Mirror of Life: “In a slum somewhere in India As... THE PROPHET OF LIFE Eros (or call it lust if you will), is like a beautiful, magnificent Afghan Hound! A pure white Afgh... C. JOYBELL C. The danger of civilization, of course, is that you will piss away your life on nonsense. 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We were twelve RICK RIORDAN Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretche... EMMA LAZARUS This is Annabeth,” Jason said. “Uh, normally she doesn't judo-flip people. RICK RIORDAN I still don't understand what a sea god would be doing in Atlanta." Leo snorted. "What's a wine... RICK RIORDAN The meeting was like a war council with donuts. Then again, back at Camp Half-Blood they used to hav... RICK RIORDAN [Iris] squeezed his hand. "Don't lose hope, Frank. Rainbows always stand for hope. RICK RIORDAN Forget the chicken-nugget smoke screen. Percy wanted Leo to invent an anti-dream hat. RICK RIORDAN In the journey of life, certain paths may seem to be leading nowhere because of a mountain or hill o... ERNEST AGYEMANG YEBOAH Hope," Frank grumbled. "I'd rather have a few good weasels. RICK RIORDAN Why do we always begin to think about people when they die? I think we should think about people whi... C. JOYBELL C. All real programs contain errors until proved otherwise which is
impossible. PAUL DICKSON Algren's Precepts: Never eat at a place called Mom's. Never
play cards with a man named Doc. And... PAUL DICKSON Albrecht's Law: Social innovations tend to the level of minimum
tolerable well being. PAUL DICKSON Ade's Law: Anybody can win--unless there happens to be a second
entry. PAUL DICKSON Acting, First Rule of: Whatever happens, look as if you intended
it to happen. PAUL DICKSON Acheson's Rule of Bureaucracy: A memorandum is written not to
inform the reader but to protect the ... PAUL DICKSON Accuracy, Rule of, Corollary: Provided, of course, that you know
there is a problem. PAUL DICKSON A clean tie attracts the soup of the day. PAUL DICKSON Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you recognize a
mistake when you make it again. PAUL DICKSON About the time we think we can make ends meet, somebody moves the
ends. PAUL DICKSON Acton's Law: Power tends to corrupt; absolute power corrupts
absolutely. PAUL DICKSON Accuracy, Rule of: When working toward the solution of a
problem, it always helps if you know the ... PAUL DICKSON Rowe's Rule: the odds are five to six that the light at the end
of the tunnel is the headlight of ... PAUL DICKSON Lieutenant Dunbar wasn't really swallowed. But that was the
first word that stuck in his head. MICHAEL BLAKE A system tends to grow in complexity instead of simplicity, until
the resulting unreliability becom... PAUL DICKSON Allen's Law of Civilization: It is better for civilization to be
going down the drain than to be c... PAUL DICKSON Airplane Law, The: When the plane you are on is late, the plane
you want to transfer to is on time... PAUL DICKSON Advice, First Law of: The correct advice to give is the advice
that is desired. PAUL DICKSON
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