For those trying to protect the past, it is a way of retaining power, status, money, a way a life, predictability, comfort, control, and a bunch of other things like that. It is a struggle against the inevitability of change.

Ultimately, the judge has to prevail. Otherwise, it's a circus. Trying to control the defendant and maintain an orderly proceeding while not violating the defendant's rights is a fine balancing act.

I need to find a way of retaining creative control.

Having read my share of tell-alls over the year, including some that were passed off as autobiographies, I mostly feel sad - sometimes for the writer and sometimes for all the people in his way. I hope that the process of writing the tell-all gives some release and closure on what clearly was an unpleasant and unfulfilling life experience.

It's much easier to get a reception from someone if there is an introduction versus randomly trying to get in front of people.

While I live a busy life, the pace ebbs and flows.