I can remember only one thing.
I want to be bigger.
I want to be better.
I want - people -, to need me.

Somewhere along the way,
I forgot why I'm doing this.
I want to be bigger.
I want to be better.
I want to need no one

i discovered that my obsession for having each thing in the right place, each subject at the right time, each word in the right style, was not the well-deserved reward of an ordered mind, but just the opposite: a complete system of pretense invented by me to hide the disorder of my nature.

You don't need coffee, you don't need cocaine, you need to breathe into YOUR FUCKING BALLS !

Train Like an Athlete, Eat Like a Bodybuilder.

To have the beginning of a truly great story, you need to have a character you're completely and utterly obsessed with. Without obsession, to the point of a maddening addiction,there's no point to continue.