I don't have total control on this; I'm trying.

I'm trying to keep this game under control, but at one point I look over and Bird and Dr. J are strangling each other. I ejected both. The NBA started looking at me in a different way after that, saw my leadership qualities, and that was a stepping-stone for me.

Some are trying to assert some control over their lives.

Ultimately, the judge has to prevail. Otherwise, it's a circus. Trying to control the defendant and maintain an orderly proceeding while not violating the defendant's rights is a fine balancing act.

We are trying to hold the waters with sandbags, but I don't know for how long we can control the situation.

I think I was trying to control the first two dives too much and didn't let it go enough. My reverse dive in the fourth round was the one I was most happy with because I had struggled with it in practice.