I felt betrayed by him, extremely betrayed. He made me believe that if I followed a certain protocol of supplements and different drugs that I could become number 1 in the world.

I felt that there were so many people doing it that I would just be like one of the others.

It was a messy situation. I think David felt extremely betrayed. David told me that he felt of Lou as his father, his mentor.

The 'Phoenix Sun' did a list of the unsexiest men in the world, and I made it to number one. I beat out Bin Laden. He's a terrorist, hasn't bathed in months. I beat him out. To me it was a great honor.

Mother had committed me for life. This is where I felt betrayed the most.

After a certain number of years, our faces become our biographies.