I thought I would try to be gay for a while, but I'm just more sexually attracted to women. But I'm really glad that I found a few gay friends, because it totally saved me from becoming a monk or something.

I'm so happy because today I found my friends - they're in my head.

Throughout my life, I've always been really close with girls and made friends with girls. And I've always been a really sickly, feminine person anyhow, so I thought I was gay for a while because I didn't find any of the girls in my high school attractive at all.

If I wouldn't have found Courtney, I probably would have carried on with a bisexual lifestyle.

I started being really proud of the fact that I was gay even though I wasn't.

I started being really proud of the fact that I was gay even though I wasn't.