If I wouldn't have found Courtney, I probably would have carried on with a bisexual lifestyle.

I'm so happy because today I found my friends - they're in my head.

I thought I would try to be gay for a while, but I'm just more sexually attracted to women. But I'm really glad that I found a few gay friends, because it totally saved me from becoming a monk or something.

My mother encouraged me to be artistic. It was written in a contract at an early age that I would be an artist.

I didn't know how to deal with success. If there was a Rock Star 101, I would have liked to take it. It might have helped me.

I have to admit I've found myself doing the same things that a lot of other rock stars do or are forced to do. Which is not being able to respond to mail, not being able to keep up on current music, and I'm pretty much locked away a lot. The outside world is pretty foreign to me.