I was angry but not at God. I feel that you are closer to God when you are messed up. Definitely. That's when you most need God, and God cannot control what man does.

There's something messed up with my brain.

You are truly messed up. You really are, ... You are truly messed up.

I would have absolutely messed up 'The Matrix'.

If music is a type of therapy ,why am I still messed up?

I want to let you in on a little secret: I don't always feel like I'm a success. That's right. There are plenty of times when I feel like I've just totally messed up and failed to connect with the people I'm trying to communicate with.