It's going to be okay. That's what everyone says when they really have no idea how it's going to be.

I don't believe everything happens for a reason. But I still search for reasons anyway. It's like I don't want to admit that maybe everything really is totally random...that people are just molecules in the air, bumping into each other and floating away again."
-p150, NOTES TO SELF

I couldn't imagine living in a state that didn't reach the ocean. It was a giant reset button. You could go to the edge of the land and see infinity and feel renewed.

I think insomnia is a sign that a person is interesting.

I think insomnia is a sign a person is interesting.

If guilt was an object, I knew it was a stone that sat right on you, pinning you down, showing no mercy.