Just because a person chooses to express themselves in an extreme way doesn't mean they have an extreme personality.

Standing in the line at the food court, I try to be myself. But I forget how I usually stand when I'm myself.

Everyone always says how I'm so smart, but they don't know what it's like being me. always feeling like you could do better.

The rain fluctuates between drizzle and torrential. It messes with your mind. It makes you think things will always be like this, never getting better, always letting you down right when you though the worst was over.

I want to be the kind of person who can do that. Move on and forgive people and be healthy and happy. It seems like an easy thing to do in my head. But it's not so easy when you try it in real life.

Just when it seems like life is getting good, something always has to come along and ruin it.