My parents really liked David and the kids, but they didn't like Posh. And when they met her family, they understood why.

I felt bad because of the kids and his family, but she was rarely there. He was really lonely. I made him happy and in a way gave him what he wanted.

Don't get me wrong - I love London, and still have an apartment there.

I wanted to step forward and be on TV and for people to see who I really was.

I'm a new mum who spends her days making baby food and cooking for her man. And I couldn't be happier.

I wanted control over what was said and what was not said, rather than holding my head down in shame.