Since the first audition in Chicago, I haven't gotten on the scale, but I do know that I've lost a considerable amount of weight since then -- about 30 pounds. I exercise, eat healthy and try not to let food dictate my life.

Looking back, I could see just my actions that day, I was being very encouraging to everybody and telling people I love them and I was just so glad that I met them. And I didn't realize I was saying goodbye. But looking back, I realize I was.

It broke my heart. I live my life by the value system that you treat others the way you want to be treated. I let love be my guide. I absolutely hate no one.

Everyone was acting like it was a party, ... They were used to it, and here I was saying, 'What am I doing here?'

I am going to St. Petersburg, Florida, tomorrow. Let the worthy citizens of Chicago get their liquor the best they can. I'm sick of the job-it's a thankless one and full of grief. I've been spending the best years of my life as a public benefactor.

It's one of his first appearances in the Chicago area.