Suddenly I grasped what was happening- they were all trying to save me.
I never thought I was worth saving.

I can feel the hurt. There's something good about it. Mostly it makes me stop remembering.

the truth will set u free but first it will piss u off

You okay?"
Just waiting for the water to boil. Burning shower. One of the only things that helps when I'm totally freaking out."
I'm not sure how to respond. "So," I whisper, "you want anything?"
Yeah," She replies, sarcastic "I want to be bulimic, but the vomit grosses me out.

When Sherri asks questions about who would find me if I killed myself and what their reaction would be, I think that whoever knew me would be sad. But then everybody would get over it. I would fade away. I don't think I'm that important to anyone. Nobody's opinion about me killing myself would stop me from doing it.

We have art to save ourselves from the truth.